.Notting hill.





" Notting Hill " (1999)

I took a really long nap during the day and because of the wuss i am, i cant seem to fall asleep at night. So i figured i should watch a movie or two, i was considering 300, but i think tonight is too peaceful for a Lance stabbing, sword slicing movie. Then i was thinking of watching Igor, but an animation might not be for tonight. Twilight is a hell no. So i ended up with a this classic. I couldnt remember the last time i watch this movie. Apparently it was soo long that my memory of it was totally different! Maybe because when i watched it last time i was a kid, im much of a bigger boy now. huhu. I remember the romantic lines like " i am just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her ". but what i didnt remember was the sad part about the movies, the part which made me angry, or the part where it made me go " what?? no way! ". I find myself relating to it, and that made me angrier. haha. I realize they dont make movies like that anymore. huhu. I was wondering, for you guys who had watch that movie, after all she had done, after all she said. Is a simple " sorry " enough to make things better?. hmm.. i wonder..


Thought of the day ; " I think ill take a short nap. " ( woken up 4 hours later ).. " arrh. massive headache "

.happy days.

.94,96,98.


I saw us together. haha. As difficult as i thought it would be. It wasn't. We look happy. Honestly happy. Kinda made me think though.


.happy days.

.Such Fuss.





I think people now days make a big fuss about " feelings " and " falling in love ". Yeah i had my fair share of " falling into the sky " moment. I had them butterflies and jitters. And i think the reason why people dont interact with other people is because they are trying hard to find " the one ". Well, im not saying that u cant look for him/her, we all are. but sometimes u just have to give it a rest and meet people for fun u know?. I love meeting people who u know is out there and looking for a good time. If " feelings " comes along than so be it, but for now lets put on our best shoes and shake the core of this planet kinda vibe. I think people should open up more to the fact that meeting people for the sake of meeting new people should be practice. Enough trying to find him/her, but for a change find " them ". its much more fun and much less depressing. Who knows u might find him/her in it right?


Thought of the day ; " Why should u abide by her needs when she does not for thee? "

.happy days.

.Death Trap.


You are the perfect trap. I see misery in plain sight, but the benefits i cant refuse. We all know the ending to this pathetic story. But maybe i am not the " rule " but the " exception ". Oh how wonderful will that be. Ive seen how u function. i seen how u work. What i'll lose and what ill gain is an immortal's debate. I should walk away.. should..


.happy days.